Wish I could remember........

I always set my alarm for 6:30 a.m. in order to give us enough time to get to the bus. Well this morning I overslept. I remember waking right when the alarm started going off but I didn't get out of bed and I ended up falling back to sleep.........until 7:15. YIKES. We have to leave the house at 7:35 to catch the buses. Caleb catches his at 7:40 and the other three at 7:45. I was so grateful I made their sausage and scrambled eggs last night...we just got up and thew them in a tortilla and quickly downed glasses of milk and were able to get out the door and make the bus on time. PHEW...town is a bit of a drive that I try not to do too often.

After all the hussle and bussle this morning I started to remember a dream I had. I hardly ever sleep through the alarm...maybe only one other time that I can remember. I had a dream about my dad. All I can remember is him handing me a piece of paper with something on it. I couldn't make out what it was so I flipped the paper over. My dad turned it the right way to make it right and said something to me about it but I can't quite remember. I know it involved my cousins husband, Sam. But that is all I remember. I wish I could remember what was on the paper.

Last night I prayed to Heavenly Father asking him to PLEASE tell my dad how much I miss him.

I have been doing quite well and not crying nearly as much. My sister works as an X-ray tech and has a friend at the hospital that did my dads CT scan. She emailed her with a funny story about my dad. He was a FUNNY man and he really did have a sense of humor. Even when he was at the end of his life and getting prepped to be airlifted he was still cracking jokes. Her friend said that all the nurses really liked dad. What he said to one of the nurses made me laugh but then after thinking more about it I got all sad thinking I wasn't going to get to hear those stories or funnies anymore. He could really make a stressful situation lighter. I wish I were more like him in that way. I stress A LOT. :)